Leave Reality Outside. (The ghosts of my past have come to haunt me.)

Text The ghosts of my past have come to haunt me.

I’m not a perfect person, I’m far from that, but then again who’s close? I’ve made my share of mistakes, mistakes that whenever I’m reminded of them I cringe. I have learned from them and I’d like to think made me a better person but I know there were tons of different paths I could’ve taken. My point is, those mistakes are in my past and I want them there. Lately people have tired to come back into my life, some I was really happy to talk to again and others I’ve completely ignored. I just don’t want them in my life, the memories, and memories of the mistakes they bring with them. I guess I don’t have the courage to just say it so instead I ignore the calls, texts, friend requests, and emails.

Two years ago I would’ve told them straight up instead of ignoring them but I’ve gone soft, why? I don’t know. I guess I’m just confused to why they came back around the same time, maybe it’s a sign? Maybe the things I did and said in the past need to be sorted out and faced.