December 2010
6 posts
Retreat.
i cant believe how much that three day trip changed my life. i went in with a closed mind and now my eyes are open to everything. i came in with so much hostility, hate, sorrow, and sadness. i was finally able to hear someone else’s story so similar to mine, made me realize im not alone, im not the only one who knows that pain, that hell. i was able to speak his name and throw every...
Fuuuuuuuuuck.
ohmygoshhh, i was too gone the other day. my dad and i got into another fight, yelling screaming and all that. nothing new about it, just the things he said were >.< thankfully he left with the rest of my family to shop and what not, so i was left alone with my thoughts. i tried to keep myself busy but all i could remember was what he said to me, and i broke down :[. for nearly an hour i...